The Grieving Mother: 'We Are an Invisible People'
Talat Hamdani, a Pakistan-born American citizen, lost her son, Mohammad Salman Hamdani, 23, in the aftermath of the attacks at the World Trade Center. He had raced to the site to help the injured.
He wasn't alone. Some 60 Muslims were killed in the 9/11 attacks. Their family members felt the same crushing uncertainty as other grieving families as they waited for days and months to find out if their loved ones were alive or dead — and the consequent heartache and despair after finding out it was the latter.
But these grieving Muslim families are often overlooked, Hamdani said.
“We aren’t counted. We are an invisible people. People are always saying ‘Muslim terrorists.’ But we died too. Our people died too.”
As she has every year since 2002, Hamdani will spend Sept. 11 with her other two sons, grieving for Salman in the country they call home, even if – due to what she describes as rising Islamophobia – it doesn’t often feel that way.
“It’s a hard day. We don’t do anything,” the 64-year-old retired school teacher said. “We just stay together and we shut down. We do not turn on the television, we cut off from the world and stay in our own little world. We might go for a drive, but we don’t address the day itself. What can you possibly say?”
Even today, Hamdani, who lives in Lake Grove, New York, is fighting for her son’s recognition as an NYPD cadet. Salman – who was initially wrongly suspected of being involved with the attacks – said ongoing discrimination against Muslims is a primary factor in why he isn’t being recognized. “The Muslim community is under siege,” she said.